People ask me all the time if I cleanse myself from spirits. The answer? No, I don’t. I believe that there are reasons why I was chosen for this. There are the reasons I know, and there are reasons that I won’t know until I pass on to the next life. I don’t cleanse myself because I know that I’m going to go right back out there and do it again the following week. I feel that if I cleanse myself, I won’t get the same interaction with spirits. I’ve done it before, and all hell broke loose on me and my life. I decided a long, long time ago that I would just roll with the stuff that followed me home and learn from the experiences. I have learned much from doing these investigations for so long; I now know why they follow me… but that’s a whole other story.
There are three spirits that follow me most of the time. How do I know? I communicate with them at home. They have helped me through life even though they are bad spirits. If I come home from hunting and something has followed me home, the three spirits end up seeming to fight the new presence. My house gets so active, and even at times scary, but after a few days all usually goes back to normal. Normal, as in it’s just me and my three spirits. Who are these spirits?
Well, one is the spirit from Bobby Mackey’s Music World. I thought it was a bad spirit at first, but after time I learned that this entity guided me to where I needed to be. It kept me alone and forced me to learn how to live with spirits. I saw that dealing with this spirit was for the best even though I went through a tough time because of it.
The second spirit is something that I picked up in Scotland. I call it the vampire energy. I met some people in Scotland that performed a test on me to see how my energy was. The experiment would be something that changed me forever. I can’t tell you exactly what the experiment was or what it was supposed do. There are other groups out there that claim that something threw blood or whatever, but I learned from the pure source and not some wannabe source. I can say that this test was supposed to show a cut on one’s hand if they were part of something significant from the past. Seven cuts appeared on my hand, and let’s just say they thought I was something special. This person told me about the following three years of my life and when that period was done, I would be in Romania. I didn’t think much of it at the time, but this person was dead on. Things would transpire through the years that the source told me would happen. Everything that was said to me came true. I believe that the energies that followed me point in the direction I need to go and guide me on my journey. I’m not claiming that I’m a vampire or anything like that, but the source that tested me was.
The third spirit is the witch from Jamaica. I wanted to put this whole “follow me home spirits” thing to the test. I was going to make sure that I was right. After the two spirits that followed me home, I thought why not? I wanted to see if a spirit really could stay with you. As I walked into the forest where her grave was, I gave myself a few minutes before I started to roll the cameras. I walked up to her grave, got down on my knees, placed my hands on her tomb, and silently meditated until we connected. I connected with her spirit during the interviews, so during the investigation that night I returned to how I felt when we communed earlier. After I felt her energy, I opened my eyes and stretched my left arm to the center of her grave. I took the side of my thumb and placed it on her tomb. As I pulled back my hand, some of my thumb’s skin scraped leaving a bit of my blood on her grave. I took a small, already broken piece of the spot where her body lies. As I did this I said, “You have a piece of me and I have a piece of you.”
Please do not do this. I don’t know what came over me, I just did it. After, I asked myself, “WTF did I just do?” I knew this was going to be interesting. Over the years she and I have become very close. It was scary at home at first. All of the ladies that I have dated over years have seen her in my hallway. But we after a while, I guess we had an understanding. When times are rough I always feel her comfort me. It’s odd, but she is the main spirit that I communicate with at home. I have seen her so many times, and when I’m down or depressed she is around to protect me. She looks after me when stuff gets scary. There are many stories to tell, but that’s for later.
My point is that I do not cleanse myself of spiritual energies. I probably never will. I’m lucky to be where I am, even though it took me a long time to like it. After the Winchester Mystery House investigation I changed and became what I am now. I call it my Matrix moment. I took the red pill and saw how deep the rabbit hole goes. I was stuck down there for a while, and then climbed back up out of it. I came out a different person for sure. I was wiser and very Mother Nature-ish. If this journey has taught me one thing, it’s that the afterlife is not what we think it is. And I am in training for it. This life gives me the opportunity to have a head start in the learning process. It’s just another way I have done things become the job I was given. Oh yes there’s a lot you don’t know about me… One day, I will tell you all about it.