I wanted to just talk about what happened with my ex wife and I and of course Mackey’s. After I came home from Mackey’s the 1st time hunting there, everything changed for me. Right away we could notice something had followed me home from there. My ex-wife and I would share the same nightmares at night and went threw some crazy paranormal stuff. My nightmares had to do with this white bearded old guy that was always trying to get her and I. We would wake up at the same time at night. She would wake up screaming or out of breath. She would wake and talk about things that had to do with places I hunted. We would share the same dreams and the stuff that happened around the house was indescribable. One time we went to reach for a glass out of the cabinet and the glass just shattered into a dust pile instead of just broken glass. A framed poster drilled into the wall was thrown to the ground. The crazy thing is that when looking at the holes in the wall after it fell off, they were still perfect holes. No gravity pulled it down, it was pulled out and thrown to the floor. I tried to debunk it as gravity but there was no way. Crazy scary sounds and an old man talking was the icing on the cake on certain nights.
Now my ex-wife is a tough cookie and can handle all this, but I was gone all the time and it really worried me to know she was left alone in that house. See I at that time lived in Oregon and would fly out to a location and shoot. Then I would fly to Vegas and watch X-cam footage for a few days. Finally go fly home after 8 to 16 days. I was really never around much. When I did come home that’s when things got crazy. After about 4 lockdowns later I realized a little kid spirit followed me home from Scotland and was hiding things on us like the remote control and other important stuff. This is when I realized that my life would never be the same again. With all this happening all the time I got scared for her when I was gone. The dreams I had were the final straw. They would be about her and the spirits trying to get her. Also, the dreams would be about my children (If I had any, which I do not have) and they would be cursed along with my family. Now this dream happened all the time. So when you put the paranormal activity that happens around the house and the dreams you realize that this might just be real and you fear for your loved ones.
I really started to fear for her and her safety especially when I was on the road. Add all this up, plus the fact that I would be going to many more spots in the future. This made me really think about her more than myself. Being on the road can also take a toll on things and it wasn’t fair to her for me never to be around and deal with what I brought home. Again she is a tough cookie and could handle it even if she did get scared once in a while. But after time it would have gotten worse for us both. How do I know, because I’m living it still but by myself. The stuff I go through at home with spirits is scary and I’m glad she doesn’t have to go through it like I am now. Sometimes you have to think of others safety before your own. Plus, how fair is it to her when I’m always out on the road shooting.
The craziest thing is when I’m at Mackey’s or watch the Mackey’s episode and she calls me up and asks, “are you ok?Are you watching something to do with Mackey’s?” It’s almost like she knows when I’m in trouble. She was there for me from the beginning of all this and helped me through a lot. We are still best friends and we hang out a lot. She has moved on and is happy with her boyfriend. We all hang out and are great friends. I have so much respect for her and will always be there for her. I feel like in a way I kept her safe from my job. The Hell I go threw at home with spirits following me points out that I did the right thing. This job has its price but finding out answers is what I need to do when it comes to the after-life and what haunts me. I believe that I was supposed to do this for some reason. Now its time to figure it all out… if I can.
- Aaron Goodwin
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Apr 25, 2013Posted By
Dan SwezeyAaron Wow! I always wondered what you go through after an investigation. I guess I was right, evil can hurt the ones you love.. It really sounds like your Ex is an amazing person to let you go to follow your dreams in this career .. mist women would be selfish and want you to make a choice .. you both care for eachother still and when this show comes to an end eventually don’t be surprised if she comes back into your life as more then best friends… its hard to find a woman like that let alone one who isn’t after your money!! There are a ton of gold diggers out there , SO WATCH UR BACK!! Trust me I myself have been through something similar… keep this girl close to you .. and if hour ever on long island NY email me and we will talk about it over a drink/ dinner sometime… keep up the good work! I wouldn’t be such a fan of the show if it wasn’t for you being on it.. you make it interesting to say the least.. best of luck pal.. keep steppin big brother!!
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Jan 27, 2013Posted By
Brittney WilliamsAaron, you’re a very good-hearted man. I admire the work you do and the love you have for life, friends, and family. I’m truly sorry about you and your ex-wife’s fallout but I’m blessed to hear ya’ll are good friends still. Sometimes in life the desires of the heart can’t be ignored and being a paranormal investigator is what you do, it’s who you are, and it’s what you were born to do. It’s your personal blessing to be as talented and fortunate as you are! I’ve been a huge fan of the show since 2010 and I have Gost Adventures nights on Fridays with my girlfriends
You are an incredible inspiration and I hope to gain the outlook you have on life. I know I may be just 21, but I think you and Zak and Nick are treasures to this world because you are showing people that there is more to life than just what we see and what we grow up to believe. I respect what ya’ll are doing and I know it has unfortunate consequences, but I am always praying for you guys, for ya’ll’s safety, good fortune, and succsess in the future for the show and in your lives. I hope I am lucky enough to be able to meet you and the crew one day, even if I do live on the east coast lol. I know that life has great things in store for you and I hope you always have a camera in your hand so all your fans can share in on the fun with you.
Love always, Brittney Williams – Chilhowie, VA
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Jan 11, 2013Posted By
Jess_Of_UKAaron ur such an inspiration. Most people would remain in that relationship. Did Zak warn u of this possibly happening b4 u took the job? How do u not be scared when alone? U must be really religious cuz that’s the only thing that will protect u. I’ll do a prayer for u Zak and Nick. Be safe Aaron and one day, it will only Ms Right that follows you home xxx
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Dec 07, 2012Posted By
MelanieAaron
. Let me know if I can help my prayers are with you God bless!
Bro, that was awesome what you did for your ex wife, it you can’t live like that anymore find someone who can make these spirits move on ex..little boy. And demons from mackeys got to go dude,,,, hate to say this but they need to fill the well with concrete and burn the place to the ground just pure evil ,,, you guys suffer way more then need be get some serious protection God has way more authority then the devil use that to your advantage don’t let the bad guys win remember your one of the good guys,
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Nov 27, 2012Posted By
NathalieHey Aaron,
man, your story breaks my heart. I`m sorry, bro!!! Like many others I can relate on how the dead can end a ( in my case my 17 year) realtionship. Why don`t you try to find out, with the help of Zak, Nick and Billy, who you are dealing with, and make sure a priest is present to cast it/them out once and for all!! Your home is supposed to be your safehaven, not your hell. It gives to show what kind of an amazing man you are, by letting go the person you love so much in order to protect her and keep her out of harms way. You deserve the best the world has to offer, don`t let these dead bastards take that away from you. Good luck, bro, and take care.
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Nov 21, 2012Posted By
JavierHey bro, both of you sound like really awsome people especially since youre still friends. Youre an awsome dude and without a doubt be a cool ass dad someday. My wife & I watch you guys all the time & we get the biggest kick out of your reactions on the show. We’ve always wondered about bad spirits following you as we’ve had our share. We are greatfull you have oppertunity to follow your calling & are sharing it with us all. We’ll keep you & your ex-wife in our prayers. Thanks for that.
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Oct 03, 2012Posted By
Barb MaternaYou always seem like such a nice man on Ghost Adventures and after reading this I know you are!! You are my hero!!
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Aug 03, 2012Posted By
BenThe first episode of GA I ever saw was Magnolia Plantation, I was hooked from then on. I used to watch Ghost Hunters but after a while it lost it’s appeal, I noticed it seemed like it was becoming more and more scripted. So far I’ve seen every episode and I love what you guys do. Ever since I was a small child I have had a connection with the other side. When I was an infant I was sick, I had a battle with epiglautitis which is an inflamation of the epiglaut. That’s the little thing that covers your lungs and makes sure food doesn’t go in to your lungs when you eat or drink. My throat swelled shut and I suffocated while in the hospital. My mom said that I was dead about 1-2.5 minutes. Even being so young I still have vivid memories of that. I remember seeing a lot of faces of different people, none I really knew thought. I never really paid it mind until I was 9yrs old and had my first paranormal experience. I was laying in bed one night before school and we have wood floors in the house so you can hear a mouse walk around. Well, it sounded like someone was walking down the hall towards my room. I froze, I was so stiff my knees locked and began to hurt. What ever it was walked in to my room and pulled on my covers. That has left a lasting impression on me. Kind of how Mackey’s changed your life, but not as extreme. Now that I’m older I’ve talked to my mother about it and she told me something that makes me shiver and explains some of the reoccurring nightmares I used to have as a child.
My uncles used to be in some wild stuff when they were younger. They were in a band and partied and sold drugs etc. One day they came home with a stranger who had no home or money. They asked my papaw if he could stay the night. Quick side note, I’m from the mountains of N.C. papaw means grandfather. He said the gentleman could stay in the house but he was not allowed past a certain point. The creepy gentleman made a comment to my mother about how pretty she was. Mom always told me she got the heeby willies from the guy. So he stayed the night and left the next day. My uncles gave him a ride to the airport because he had a plane to catch… So the vagrant with no money has a plane to catch? Kind of awkward isn’t it. The gentleman in question went by the name of Scratch. Scratch is one of the many names of Satan. He slept in what used to be our den, it’s now the laundry room. When I was little and had no knowledge of this taking place. I used to have a dream that I would open the den door and there was a hooded figure all in black standing in there in front of a large black piano we have, there was no form of a face to the figure just a bloody scream that made me feel as if my insides had just been ripped out and danced on, then I would slam the door and it would be over. So I have had a connection with this stuff since I was little, it will always be with me until shuffle this mortal coil and see what the afterlife has to offer. I have just recently begun to investigate paranormal activity. First place was Old South Pittsburg Hospital. It takes a set of marbles to post a blog about your personal life and how you had to move on and let a loved one go so they could be safe. I love G.A. and am pumped for the new episode tonight. I will be working the boneyard so I will catch it Saturday morning. Be safe in your travels.
#GACFOREVER…that’s right I hashtagged it.
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Jul 07, 2012Posted By
jennOmg thks so helped my nine year old loves G.A. and wondered what had happened with ur wife im so sorry to hear that. What a real man u are to still be close with her love the show keep up great work hope u come to mass soon.
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Apr 23, 2012Posted By
JessicaI know how you feel about when the unrested follow you, and having the dreams. I now and again have this still in my life. I have an attachment. I don’t know who the spirit is, but I know it’s there. Certain signs I have tells me they are around and when I’m sleeping I feel them right next to me. People of the supernatural can never just walk away. They remember and they will make sure they will be ready. The other side is filled with mysteries that we today do not know. I hope that one day we all find away to escape from the unrested. But until that day, we need to be strong and find ways to cope.
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Mar 11, 2012Posted By
MoniqueHi Aaron, I always wondered what happened ? …so Im glad I found your blog. That episode at Bobby Mackeys scared me too. Im happy you and your wife are still really good friends. Your a sweet person and I love the show, and your new website. Take care! ~Monique~
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Feb 15, 2012Posted By
KerryWOW! That really must eat you up inside! I believed in the paranormal for years and wanted to go to school for it til I got saved and then someone put stuff in my head about ghosts and the like but then reading the Bible thru and thru showed that it talks about ghosts. I never truly stoppped believing because I too was bait for my friends fun and I have a spirit in my home but is harmless and I try not to give it the time of day. I don’t see spirits but I feel them and it’s not always fun. I wouldn’t want to lose someone based on a spirit following me around. I believe in for better or for worse but I have never been married and probably never will after seeing so many fail. I pray for you and you’re always in my heart and I hope you receive many blessings and you are a blessing. Keep your head up!!!
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Jan 23, 2012Posted By
TamiAaron,
This just shows that you are a good man, a strong man, a caring and kind man! You rock, and in the future, some woman out there will be very, very lucky to have you =)
ps – thanks for the follow on Twitter (nvmbrgrl1974) I have been a “struggling artist/designer” for all of my adult years and you will never know how much it means to me! Thank you
xoxo
Tami
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Jan 04, 2012Posted By
DanielleThat was soo thoughtful of you to put her before yourself. that shows that you care. It must b hard to go through everything you do because of your investigating. Its great 2 hear you 2 r still friends that takes alot to b around someone you love but dont/cant fully express that luv. I know you think having the spirits around helps make you stronger but dont let them stay to long or they will never leave you alone, just try to get rid of the evil/ not nice spirits those r the ones that could hurt you, the nice ones r fine they r probly there because they probly trust you.
Luv your show, think all 3 of you do great at luring the evil spirits out, and the way you guys connect with the innocent spirits stuck in each location is touching. I dont investigate but would luv to give it a try with the 3 of u, Ive had one unexplainable experience about 3yrs ago that ill never forget. If your ever in New England(M.A, N.H, C.T, or R.I) and need a girl to lure spirits out just contact me (dhart1121@yahoo.com), im 17 but turn 18 on 11/21. Keep up the great work and stay safe!!
-Danielle Hart
Lincoln R.I 02865
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Nov 24, 2011Posted By
Shelby MBobby Mackey’s still creeps me out everytime I watch that episode. I’m so glad you and her remain good friends after all that happened. You guy risk so much every lockdown. Your all so strong and so amazing for putting the people first and giving them the proof they want. I’m a huge fan of the show keep up the great work!!
Cheers,
Shelby
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Oct 28, 2011Posted By
KevinRI commend you for your decision. That my friend shows that you are a great person.
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Oct 26, 2011Posted By
HarlitaI had an experience only one. I firmly believe in all of this. However, I don’t have any experiences other than that one. Years ago. Nothing since and I’ve lived all over the place. It feels so much to me like, even thought I know it’s real- until I acknowledge and go looking for them myself- they won’t have anything to do with me. I wonder if it’s because I’m empathetic…?
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Oct 03, 2011Posted By
Mette EgelundAww Aaron you are such a good person. I have only one thing to say! Get your house cleaned from a clairvoyant. You’ll just get crazy if you keep on letting those ghost get to you. – Mette Egelund from Denmark
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Oct 17, 2011Posted By
yea monWHat happened to for better or for worse..?
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Oct 01, 2011Posted By
QuinnThat is so incredibly tough Aaron. I am glad you two are still friends, and I’m sure it still probably hurts having had to let her go. That was commendable that you let her go to keep her safe and let her be happy. I honestly believe that the three of you are special. Zak seems to be like a magnet and source of power for a lot of spirits. I have never come across paranormal investigators that have gotten so much evidence, good and great evidence, as you three have. Every single show you have clear and relevant EVPs which up until I watched GA I never really believed because they were all so unclear and you can only “hear” it after someone tells you what they think it is saying, but you three capture so many clear and relevant communications with the spirits. And you Aaron I have always felt like they like to pick on you, like you’re an easy target so they choose you to pick on a lot. Which really sucks because they follow you home and torment you there too. I have a lot of suggestions for keeping yourself and your home protected, I’m sure you’ve tried stuff already and you’ve heard just about everything in terms of advice. Whether they are child spirits, friendly or unfriendly spirits, or evil entities, they have absolutely no right to violate your personal home, you, or your family. And just because you can’t always see them does not mean they can take over your life and you have to let them know that. Which I’m sure you have, I can’t imagine spirits following me home, I would (and have) told them to leave me alone because they are uninvited and not allowed to bother me. I hope things get better for you and congrats on all of your success and everything you’re doing right now. I hope you can find love and continue doing what you love, I’m free if you’re ever interested. =) Happy hunting!
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Sep 18, 2011Posted By
Syd FosterAaron it probably takes a lot of guts to write that but way way way down deep I bet Sheena still loves U but U guys didn’t have a divorces because U guys were fighting and I don’t think U did U had to because U wanted her to b safe and that was really thoughtful of U and I bet U were a GREAT husband but when the paranormal gets involved it gets mean but all ur fans and GAC family r here for U and we love U. At least she’s still it best friend and U still hang out so that’s awesome but remember that us GAC Fans love U and r here for U
love ya Aaron Stand Strong buddy.
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Sep 13, 2011Posted By
Jason YostI’m sorry to hear thing like this and wish one day you can ghost hunt and have a marrage as well.
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Aug 24, 2011Posted By
SamanthaI don’t think people realize what investigator’s put themselves through. Those of you who do the show, I commend you. I’ve been through some crazy things of my own over the years while investigating. I’m not sure that I want to have the whole world watching edited footage of my experiences. There’s something too personal about it. I do, however, commend you Zak and Nick for your work. You keep it real and as an investigator, I appreciate that. Its not all whispering and trying to hear something, it is provocation in many instances and while I don’t always think Zak is all there for doing some of what he does with the investigations, I can appreciate the risks you all take.
It takes special people to be as dedicated to it as you seem to be Aaron. I’m glad that you’ve remained good friends. You need someone you can talk to who understands but isn’t always directly connected to the experiences. I agree with a former commenter that once you get started with the questions and the search for answers, it is in your blood and you just can’t stop.
All three of you stay safe. I’ll look forward to seeing your other work as well.
~Samantha
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Aug 19, 2011Posted By
NicoleDo you ever wonder if the EVPs or evidence you capture in different locations are actually the same ghosts following you around from place to place? And you are re-capturing them in a different context?
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Jul 30, 2011Posted By
TonyaDude I give you mad props… it takes alot of true unconditional love to really let someone go and allow them to be happy knowing in a sense its costing you your happiness. It’s wonderful that you all are all still friends much love
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Jul 29, 2011Posted By
Steven KingI can relate, my first marriage ended during a 4yr long demonic haunting. Damn place was cursed and I’m glad now we tore it down. She is the mother of my children and we too have remained the best of friends. I still go on searching for answers myself. After 26 yrs of investigating the paranormal though I’ve concluded that once its in your blood there is no turning back. Hang tough bro.
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Jul 29, 2011Posted By
PaulaWOW! I always wondered what happened…. that’s nuts! That’s great that you guys have a great relationship still!!! Like the others have said, have you cleansed yourself, your house yada yada yada? Say some kind of prayer of protection of some sort at the beginning to protect yourselves…. idk… maybe also try smudging your houes… it’s an indian ritual, taking a smudge stick (made of sage I believe) and saying a cleansing prayer while going through all the corners of your house. You can probably google exactly how to do it, my sister does it all the time and she got me believing in it…. I just have yet to do it (with being a mom, a photographer, a wife, and trying to keep the house in order HAH! that’s a joke all in itself! HAHA!)
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Jul 28, 2011Posted By
PattiWowowow! So far I’ve been seeing a lot of info on the Spirits following us home, and I will find this out on my own on Aug. 6th, as my first investigation. Do any of you carry holy water, consecrated oil’s to every investigation site? Oh, btw Aaron just absolutely love seeing your reactions to any experiences you may have on GAC, you’re very comical!
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Jul 28, 2011Posted By
Elissa A.Wow. Thats so unfortunate that it played out that way but i guess everything happens for a reason and its awesome that you guys are still friends. It seems like with being haunted at home on a regular basis and nightmares etc, doesn’t that affect you in a negative way? are you getting good enough sleep? are you stressed out? you must really love your job to put up with side effects like that. Have you had your house blessed or cleansed? I hope you get the answers you are looking for and i hope you can get rid of the spirits in your house. I was too afraid to admit i believed in spirits on earth most of my life, it was until i started watching ghost shows that i admitted i believe it. its just confusing because i am not christian or religious for that matter and don’t believe in heaven and hell. Anyways just wanted to say im a big fan and i think its awesome what you are doing to help out the “starving musicians” and artists of the world. That shows how much character you have, and you have a lot of good karma comin your way Aaron! much love
Elissa from Norcal
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Jul 21, 2011Posted By
Sharlenei understand what you’re going through. i guess you can say i am “followed” home all the time too. now if only they were cuter LOL. i do applaud your commitment to what you do and your deep concern for your ex-wife. sometimes travelling the path we have to take is lonely — but it’s worth it. i think you need to come up with a “clean up” routine after each lockdown — the group i worked with did that and it helped — sometimes. LOL.